WTF McDonald’s!!!?! Why, please tell me WHY there is a lock of curly black hair in my food??? I can’t. I just threw up in my mouth.
Put on your big girl pants and grow up.
There comes a time in your life when you have to basically clear out all of the “bad” from your life (Much like doing a facebook clean-up). I’ve already done this a couple times, yet found myself having to do it again today. It makes me so sad to realize that the people I used to have so much fun with & that I have such good memories with, aren’t the same people anymore. People that I used to be so close with & thought were my best friends—are just toxic. They hurt me. Sometimes on purpose. Nobody needs that. That’s not a “Friend”. I turned into a “friend of convenience”. People expect me to be there for them whenever they need support, advice, attention, compassion, a caring shoulder to cry on or vent to. But when I needed them? Not interested. As much as it hurt, I just brushed it off and acted like “oh, no I wasn’t talking. No yeah it’s cool, wasn’t important. Okay back to you & your life”, and just pretended like everything was fine. Occasionally i would bring up how I felt & that it did bother & upset me a bit. They would tell me ‘that’s not how it is’ and ‘I shouldn’t feel that way’, and silly me, I took that as some sort of apology.. I guess. Because I let it keep happening. Eventually it turned into me pulling away, further and further, a little bit at a time. Until it got to a point where we hadn’t spoken in months. Then we would Fight about why we hadn’t spoken, I would cave in the end & try to patch things up because it just killed me to be fighting with someone who’s been my best friend for 10+ yrs.. But the next fallout was inevitable. I tried & made an effort to be more patient & understanding. While they made No efforts. No effort at all in trying to better themselves or our friendship, in any way. Then they turn on me, as if it’s all my fault, I’M the horrible friend. I can’t handle that kind of hurt and that kind of crazy. So it’s time to clean up and clear out. Even though it’s devastating. Life goes on, I suppose.
I’ve lost my patience and tolerance for ignorance and drama.
A lot of old memories w/ some “used to be” good friends are being tarnished by what/who they’ve become. Their actions towards others, and myself, are making me truly dislike them, and its making all those good memories fade.
Why does everything have to be a fight with some people? Stop bullying & trying to be so hurtful & mean. That doesn’t make things any better. And It’s not going to resolve anything, or even ends things the way they should be ended. Start caring & thinking about others, and not just yourself. Believe me, you’ll feel much more fulfilled! It feels GOOD to care about other people! Especially those you claim are friends. Try showing some interest and compassion for them & THEIR lives.. Don’t only expect it from them.
Things may not be the same anymore, but that’s life! Things AND people change! You cant be nasty to someone because Life happened.
Got mahself one uh dem derr instagram thingamajigs. Yeahh I’m sorry about that. (Taken with instagram)
